15th oct wed:
Well, didn’t blog the last few days as there wasn’t anything much and moreover I wasn’t in starcbuck. Not that I don’t have internet access at home that I only blog at starbucks too but that I think I really like being in starbucks and plugging into the music online or in my computer.
This afternoon n tomorrow is off for us as there will be exams on Friday so I decided that I should come to starbucks least I slack at home and sleep or whatsoever. But the truth is that I am really tired mentally and physically and it is really hard, demoralizing to be forced to memorise so much things in such a short time that most of the time I will actually be studying till the point that I think that I am stoning and I actually fall asleep at my desk yesterday night when I was studying.
I think studying really sucks. It’s stressful that there is so much and nothing seems to be going in even if u were to read it 5 times back to back but the moment you turn the page, tha’s it, you fogot already. I think I have never experience such bad efficiency at studying, moreover its in Chinese and it takes that extra effort to even know what they are talking about.
Well, I don’t suppose there is anything much to say except that I think the weather is really trying its best to kill us by gradually having a bigger gap in temp diff between the day n night, about 22 and 10 or 26 and 10??
I just hope the papers will be over soon. By then I think I will wana stone for a while more since I don’t really know if I would wana rush to the malls and streets and the night markets whatever to do some shopping tho the real motive in going out is that I just want to go out and not really do real real shopping. But then I know I will be super tired as I am already very very tired. It’s hardest in the afternoon and it is only starting, it’s 1.42pm when I write this.
6.35pm:
Well, basically I am surviving on less than 5 hours of sleep everyday and on some days lesser and I think it is the hardest to endure the dread and the tired feeling, the pain in the eyes, the temptation to wave the white flag which all comes only a couple of hours after I have waked and it’s about noon time and slightly after that is the hardest. After that my body just gets used to it. Back to normal momentum or just slightly slower
They always say that those people who know what they want in lives then actually have a specific goat o work towards and they are usually the more successful ones in life? Well, subjectivity of successfulness aside, I wonder if they ever felt their on their journey and if they do what were they thinking? How many failures did they overcome? How did they overcome? Caz I am seriously tired.
Well, didn’t blog the last few days as there wasn’t anything much and moreover I wasn’t in starcbuck. Not that I don’t have internet access at home that I only blog at starbucks too but that I think I really like being in starbucks and plugging into the music online or in my computer.
This afternoon n tomorrow is off for us as there will be exams on Friday so I decided that I should come to starbucks least I slack at home and sleep or whatsoever. But the truth is that I am really tired mentally and physically and it is really hard, demoralizing to be forced to memorise so much things in such a short time that most of the time I will actually be studying till the point that I think that I am stoning and I actually fall asleep at my desk yesterday night when I was studying.
I think studying really sucks. It’s stressful that there is so much and nothing seems to be going in even if u were to read it 5 times back to back but the moment you turn the page, tha’s it, you fogot already. I think I have never experience such bad efficiency at studying, moreover its in Chinese and it takes that extra effort to even know what they are talking about.
Well, I don’t suppose there is anything much to say except that I think the weather is really trying its best to kill us by gradually having a bigger gap in temp diff between the day n night, about 22 and 10 or 26 and 10??
I just hope the papers will be over soon. By then I think I will wana stone for a while more since I don’t really know if I would wana rush to the malls and streets and the night markets whatever to do some shopping tho the real motive in going out is that I just want to go out and not really do real real shopping. But then I know I will be super tired as I am already very very tired. It’s hardest in the afternoon and it is only starting, it’s 1.42pm when I write this.
6.35pm:
Well, basically I am surviving on less than 5 hours of sleep everyday and on some days lesser and I think it is the hardest to endure the dread and the tired feeling, the pain in the eyes, the temptation to wave the white flag which all comes only a couple of hours after I have waked and it’s about noon time and slightly after that is the hardest. After that my body just gets used to it. Back to normal momentum or just slightly slower
They always say that those people who know what they want in lives then actually have a specific goat o work towards and they are usually the more successful ones in life? Well, subjectivity of successfulness aside, I wonder if they ever felt their on their journey and if they do what were they thinking? How many failures did they overcome? How did they overcome? Caz I am seriously tired.
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